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JOANNE
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I dont need friends who bring me down. Period.

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Sing Along


Wednesday, November 11
@ 12:25 AM

I won my bf in pool today :}
Usually he's the pro.
But i hurt my palm alr. Im having sores and blisters.
New que stick i guess.
O well, at least i got myself a reward which bf say he wanna buy for me but i dunno wad will he buy.

I hope its something cheap.
I will get angry if he buy more than $50.

I mean it.

;

On leave for 3 days.
Super duper long weekend.

Will be accompanying bf to his medical checkup tmr.
After tt mightttt be gg to do a "fitting" for Vince's wedding this sunday.
I totally have no idea for my makeup.
I even need my bf to buy my eyeshadows for me!

Cos i dont wan to don the same old makeup.
Same colours, same pattern same old stuffs.
So we got some colours i already have but different undertones.
O well. Money $_$

And nowadays i am buying some falsies but i dont wear them.
I only wear them for photo taking and i dont use glue lol.
I just use their self ahesive stuff and just stick.
Den take pict for an hour and take out again.
So fun.

Ok im tired.
Old alr.
And cranky.

Good night world.
Live a happier tomorrow!
Tuesday, November 10
@ 12:18 AM

Once and for all, i say this.
I. Photoshop. My. Pictures.

After countless nights of no-eye-shut, i am already so worn out.
Furthurmore, i dont don thick make ups everyday!
So, i dont want to see me in real life looking so sallow and tired with bad skin and all in the net as well.
I dont see any harm done.

Firstly,
I dont use my "after" pictures to go and bluff guys money.
I dont use them to make them think, its my look.
I only add friends in facebook and i do post my sibehzx ugly photos side by side wad.

Secondly,
I never ever once denied the photos arent untouched!
I openly and proudly say its photoshopped.
If you arent happy, lol why are you still on my page?

Thirdly,
I take photoshop as a form of stage where every improvement counts.
After posting a few new photos, i got a massive reaction.
Up till now, those commented are those good ones. Thank you very much!
But i can prolly imagine those ccb people hiding behind their screens and bitching over MSN about my duh, new photos.
HELLO!? I have a whole truckload of photoshopped pictures in my laptop.
You need me to post them up to quench your thirst of bringing people down?

Fourth,
I want to share pretty pictures. {Ok some will digress, PRETTY!? Refer to my previous entry dumbnuts.}
Seriously, if you cant stand me looking prettier than my usual seft online, then too bad for you.
Dont tell me you all dont photoshop please.
Dont change colour settings, dont add a lil lame shit things like blog url, name, vital stats or wadever credits thing?
Yea yea, never change the look wad. Sama sama leh.

Fifth,
Why dont you all go to newspaper stands, point to FHM and say
"this girl is fucking disgusting cos she photoshop and airbrush her never ending legs!"
Oh, legs are borned? You know you can extend your short legs to Lin Chi-ling's via PS?
Girls are all like that. Of cos, me included.
You cant stand your bf staring at half naked girls and stuff.
You have no one to blame. Where is your control for them then?
If you can control, good for you.
If you cant control their straying eyes, then take it.
{Tell me, why am i on this topic!?}

Come on!
Its 2009 going on 2010.
Why are you living in era 1999!?
Is it more fun being so slow minded?

Seriously, i gave it serious thought before i decided to post this aimless entry.
I dont see why am i explaining things i've done which i dont think i'm in the wrong.
Mouth is yours, say what you like.
Rotten words definately suit your rotten mouth.

;

Monday arrives sooo fast.
Time cant slow down nor speed up.
I feel sad. I feel relunctant.
But i wont regret!

Sorry its such a wordy entry.
I am feeling alot recently.
Alot of whys, alot of ifs.

Why are they like that?
Why cant they stop?
I found answers to these myself.
Deep down i know, they wont stop until i die.
Heck, if i die, they will also talk.

So, im trying to live a life to the fullest.
I am learning so many new things everyday.
Might not be big stuff but many little things can make a history & impact on others.

;

ps/ just so you know, my bf have no objections. In fact, he is super supportive. Shant tell you how but yea, its another big and expensive step towards one of my dream.

Screw you bitches.
I feel hatred.
WAKAKAKAKAKA.

pps/ just came back from meeting osb. Was a darn quick one but yea, i will meet him again this week. I smell something sour. Heck, whats wrong with me meeting my prisch+secsch+bmc bestfriend...??

ppps/ i want 26th/27th nov to come soon.

Sunday, November 8
@ 7:36 PM

Sometimes, the word gets around and COINCIDENTLY {or not}, gets to my ear.

I dont understand some people.

If you people claim to hate me so much,
why do you constantly check my blog?
why do you constantly check my fb?
Why dont you just delete me from it?

Thanks for the hate.
I appreciate it loads.
No, i dont hate anyone right now.
If you hate me, it means you care.

Keep the hates coming!
Thanks for the attention.

;

Anyway, i dont think anyone should believe my recent fb photo.
ROFL, it was photoshopped with mass liners and such.
{Those red lips was real though.}

I am trying to improve my photoshop skills i lost a few years ago due to lack of practice.
And i am trying to be ehem, more artistic.
Cos i have always always always admired people who can draw.
Aka Osb and everyone i know who can draw.

Cos i believe art is different in everyone's eyes so no one has the right to judge the artwork of one another.
I used to judge, i used to critic so badly.
Everyone fell into my bad words.
I apologise.

I will try not to judge.
I will try not to critic.
I will take a step back, look at the whole picture again and give them their worth of smiles.

Cos i know the feeling of lack of encouragements.
I have lived a life of criticism.
I do not want others who are out there to live the same life i had, by me.

I know i sound like a loser.
I know i sound like a preacher.
But anyhow, i am living a life my own.

Still i stand my ground.
Thanks for the criticism.
It made me what i am today.
Saturday, November 7
@ 10:31 PM

I did not deliberatedly try to slim down so much as last time but my face slimmed down.
I totally hate it.

I hate it cos the fats from my face went to my tummy and hips.
I hate it cos i no longer look chubby.
I hate it cos my boyfriend starts to make comments like "I dont like your cheeks alr. Where are your muah chees?"

I hate it.
I fucking hate my cheeks now.
GROW BACK PLEASE!
I swear i wont photoshop you away unless necessary.

Even my recent pictures, i dont need to photoshop my cheeks anymore.
Hais. When i've lost it, then i learn to treasure it.

I know i am weird. Everyone wants a slimcut face.
Not me.
Wednesday, November 4
@ 2:30 PM

I have this weird obsession with myself lately.
Is it good or bad?

;

I need someone to hug.
I need to share my hugs.
Who want my hugssss!?
:D

Anyway, i am in a very pleasant mood today.
Since morning when i pop in fb.
Thanks xx.

Fishing soon.
Meetups soon.
YAY