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JOANNE
26/01/1989

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♥ Wednesday, December 30

I know im being super boring by posting the below: but ... who can you blame!?
Bf's exams, bro stuck onto Lady Gaga, my friends all dunno go celebrate post xmas/pre ny at where alr.
SIEH SIAN MAX.
{Will do a PROPER ny resou later. The previous one super random nia.}
;
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
; R/s
; Work @ Robinsons
; Xmas eve
; 1st Jap class

Tripped over a coffee table?
I sound stupid but yes. I've tripped over practically everything. Bed side, chair, toilet ramp.. Even pinky!

Dyed your hair?
4 Times. Look at my fucked up hair!
IM DYING IT IN A MONTH'S TIME AGAIN.

Came close to losing your life?
-.- No..

Did you meet any new friends this year?
Great friends i've met.

Did you hate anyone?
Hate is a harsh word. I'll stick to dislike but currently, no.

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Regret on MY part, no. Everything i do, i dont really find regrets. I guess its the way life works.
You lose smth and you gain smth. And when you gain back smth you lost, you treasure it even more. Chimology.

Stayed single the whole year?
No.

2009: Your BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake?
I cant rmb but im guessing a no. I dont usually get bday cakes :(
Not because no one buys it, but because i dont see the need. Cakes shld be eaten EVERYDAY!!!

Did you have a party?
No :D

2009: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?
Yes. Not gg to details but due to bf's influence, i can reject salesgirls promoting their makeups/stuffs alr. And i say NO to people. And i pick quarrels if they are too much. Friends included.

Were you in school?
Jap class.

Did you get good grades?
Not sure. Hopefully a YESSSSS cos my exam is this Sunday. Super stress but im more to last min memorizing. It does way better for me. I think. HEHEHEHEH

Did you have a job?
Yes

Did you drive?
Yes. Simulation cars.

Did you own a car?
:( I dont even have a liscence.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
No but going to. Super awaiting.

Did you go on any vacations?
Overseas -- no.

Would you change anything about yourself now?
My flat nose. And i will go for double eyelid surgery if i have the money. I have double eyelids but its not deep nuff. And i will go for the droopy eyelid surgery. Im guessing cos i've put on weight so the eyelids are droopy nowadays but heck, who has the time to diet when we are surrounded by so much wonderful food.
Told bf i wanna go steamboat @ Vivo soon.
And sashimi.
Bf say: "Ok, tmr we go eat all.."
Cheesepie.

2009: Wrap UP:

Was 2009 a good year?
Everyone's saying it sucked but i dont think so. I had great fun this year. I got back with old friends/people i never thought i will connect back again. I tried tons of stuff. I got alot of gadgets from bf, i have a whole fucking new range of makeups, i got more guts in dressings (cheesepie i wear super low back go out HAHAHA ok dont laugh.).
And most imptly..
I found a whole new meaning to life.
Life aint life if you use money to measure.
Im super proud of myself.

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
Im praying hard it will be. Im sooo looking forward to a better 2010.

IN THE YEAR 2009 I CONFESS THAT I....

Kissed in the snow?
Sieh romanticccccccccc... but no.

Had your heart broken?
Once or twice but it was minor.

Done something you've regretted?
No.

Painted a picture?
If ever i paints, will that be considered a picture?

Wrote a poem?
Yes. And it was goooood. HAHAHAHAHA.
Its not soppy romance poem for bf but more of like... idk hw to put it in words but i was so proud of myself, i told my bf i wanna frame it and hang on my wall.

Ran a mile?
A mile is a little more than 1km. Wiki says so.
I did more than A MILE. I did a few times more.

Visited a foreign country?
Nahhh. Im afraid i get killed. I hate customs. I got customs-phobia.
I scared police. Ok laugh now.

Cut in a line of waiting people?
No. Never.

Told someone you were busy when you weren't?
ALWAYS.

Cooked a disastrous meal?
Nah. My bf eats it all up so idk really.
But bf said my sandwich is much better than LJS.
Seriously, i bet he regretted cos after he said tt, his lunch and dinner for consecutive few weeks was my sandwich.

Lied about how old you were?
LOL. no.

Broke a promise?
No biggie. I break them always.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA never trust a girlfriend.

Lied?
Tons. But it wasnt harmful.

Disappointed someone close?
Daddy, mummy, bf.

Hid a secret?
Yes.

Pretended to be happy?
Yeah.

Slept under the stars?
No...?

Kept your new years resolution?
Sort of.

Forgot your new years resolution?
Yes!

Met someone who changed your life?
Yes. Everyone is someone's life changer.

Pretended to be sick?
Yes x 4290

Had way too many days off school?
:(

Lost something expensive?
Choy!

Learned something new about yourself?
Everyday.

Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
SUPER YES. Who would find out i actually can eat tomatoes!? But i only take 7-11, Mos burger, Subway ones.

Found out who your true friends were?
I found out who werent.

Stayed up til sunrise?
Yes and it was darn tiring.

Cried over the silliest thing?
The only times i cried were the times when i wld be facing the tv/com watching dramas/anime. I wldnt cry if i quarrelled with bf. Too silly. Wad for? Idk why ppl cry over r/s. If its meant to be, its meant to be. And most quarrels are started by erhem, me. So LOL.
MAYBE I WILL CRY ONE DAY OVER R/S BUT NOT NOW :D
2009 has been great.

Had friends who were drifting away from you?
No. I was the drifted one.
But life was good. I've rekindled old flames to find out they actually do think abt me. *Super touched*
And friends. You dont need too many.

Had a high cell phone bill?
YESSSSSSSS. Super sian i haven pay. Lucky this quiz reminded me.

Spent most of your money on food?
T.T Yes........

Had a fist fight?
No.

Gotten sick?
Kindaff.

Liked more than 5 people at the same time?
Love.
Daddy, Mummy, Brother
Boyfriend, Pinky...
WL XX EC OSB KAIEN MEIMEI.
So many..

Became closer with a lot of people?
Definately.

Resolutions, from highest priority to the lowest:
Check my next entry.

bunny hopped off at 9:34 AM ♥

♥ Tuesday, December 29

Obviously, i have signed up for twitter and am starting to get hooked.
But its weird cos im talking to myself.
HAHAHAHAHA.
This is ultimate self obsession lor.

I think im going to limit my blogging to tweeting alr.
Seriously, bite sizes are better to digest.
Unless i hv verbal diarrhoea that day and i will blog like how i did a few entries back -- long, lengthy and boring.

Addios!

bunny hopped off at 12:52 AM ♥

♥ Saturday, December 26

I got a new navel stud and its midnight blueeeee.
Uber chio!

And and and its only $7!
Fuck man i bought the rest at $30+.
Super kenna knocked in the wallet lor.

Im sooo gg to have the whole range of colours.
Ok, to be fair, the $7 is just 2 huge diamontes.
The boring round type.
The $30++ is got designs one and hugeeeee.

But im having infections so i needed a tiny one to get pass.
The others is too huge.
Its the size of my navel.
But super chio.

I was fixing my stud into my piercing ytd and when it was done, bf say "Wahlao chio sia."
Eh. Super elated can.

On xmas, we had our anni+xmas dinner at pizzahut.
Not really anything to shout about but the new xmas edition pizza was really nice.
Maybe cos i've always loved my bread(s) and the new one has this dip thingy which i thing is really nice.

Actually we roamed ard jp and there was really nth to eat so pizzahut was the last choice but yea, it wasnt disappointing.

;

Actually i dont understand some issues.
Can you like, ENLIGHTEN me?

1} Why must we have turkey on xmas? Ham.. etc. I think its a christian thingy? Bread i understand but why turkey. Its expensive, meat is hard.. i mean i would choose duck/chicken over turkey anytime. Oh, maybe turkey is ugly.....

2} Why must we have gift exchange? It stresses me EVERYTIME. Like "Budget $20!" or stuff like that. And we crack our skulls just to think of a proper gift. Must suit both men and women. ANDDDDDD we ALWAYS get the gift we dont like. I mean, i will buy the gift which I LIKE and heartwrenchingly(sp) wrap it up and exchange for some ugly stuff. I am always sad on christmas.

3} Why is it called a season of sharing? Maybe we shld change it to a season of forced sharing. See point number 2. I believe gift exchange is derived from this.

4} I hate christmas when it is sooo commercialised. When we were young, the lights and designs seem so big. As we grow older, it isnt that WOW anymore. BUT we are invited by those random ads like "Spend xmas spending $150 and get this $20 umbrella for free!" I mean, wtf $20 umbrella. If you want that umbrella so bad, just spend $20 to get that ugly brolly. And i hate it when ppl say "I love xmas. WHAT ARE YOU BUYING ME!?" My eyes rolled and jaws dropped faster than i can say "Whhaaaaat?"

Ok this point is totally random. But i am serious about the what-are-you-buying-me.
It shows alot about the person.
To be fair, once upon a long long long long time, laoniang was like this.
Now xmas, birthdays, cny, valentine etc etc dont really matter anymore.

;

Yuletide in singapore is just a marketer's goal for increased sales to cajole their bosses.
Maybe one day i might be able to go to Santa Claus village in Greenland to sit on Father Christmas's laps, sipping on hot chocolate whilst he tell his tales.

Ok, im joking.
Firstly, i have no money to go halfway ard the world.
Secondly, Santa Daddy's legs might break if i really sit on it.
Thirdly, i am on a diet so no hot choc.

But yeah, it beats staying in SG where all the other (some) girls think of is just Louis Vuitton dropping from the chimney. Maybe i just want a miumiu. HAHAA ok not funny.

Anyway, i still think this season is a forgettable one.
Heck, bf and i cant even remember what we did last christmas but remembered the first Valentine together.

Sidenote: Our first valentine was sucky at that point but when i think back, its kinda sweet.
We went Marina South for steamboat (I MISS ZHEN FA HUO HAI XIAN) and he gave me a rose (Super sad cos only 1. And its a rose. I dont like roses.) And the classic Rochers. Super yawn i know. But thinking back, it was really quite sweet cos we both arent working and he saved up to treat me to dinner and arcades after dinner and the rose and rochers.. I mean how long do you need to save up if you have less than $10 a day? I wouldnt understand cos my allowance at that time was $100+ a week. And he insisted to treat me when i had more money on hand.

That really touched me. Even till now.
But it was his first time taking a flower out so he kept it in his plastic bag.
Smelly cheesepie.

But he grew out of it and carried a bouquet of flowers from Raffles Place to find me. The bouquet was taller than my waist when standing ok. Super loves. Till now when i think back, wahlao super loveeeee :D

This is why i love my bf.
He dont usually say love love love but via his actions and mannerism, i can really feel it.
His advices towards certain issues, his hardworkingness(sp), his sincerity.
Ok i really WILL go on for a long time if i touch on this topic.

I mean, whose bf studies for his upcoming exams from 11pm until 5am. Sleep till 11am and studies till evening? He says he cant geddit into his skull but at least he tries.

And he chiong his work, neglecting my calls and smses which i got really pissed off but deep down i know he wants his commissions and bonuses so he can let me buy more stuffs, eat better, bring pinky out more often and so many stuff.

In a nutshell: Bf thinks of others more than himself. You wont see him buy stuff for himself. Unless once a bluemoon or i buy for him. If not, his pay goes to everyone else except himself.

He said he wanted to buy me a branded wallet recently cos he said wallets shows good impression. But when i asked him to get a new wallet cos his Braun Buffel aint some good branded stuff but its chio lar cos is i buy one. He say no need cos BB is good nuff for him. He wan buy me miumiu but i heartpain :( Moreover im not into branded stuff anymore. Maybe i will, once awhile but nahhhh.. So i got my $18 wallet which is super chio as well. I swear bf is secretly happy as well. He sayang my head and just smile. And i am super happy. That reaction i got, is super priceless. Its like, i got a burden off his back. For my imaginary miumiu wallet, he has been saving and saving, scrimping on himself and all. At least the extra money can get him something. But still he spent on my stuffs.

OK I AM ENDING THIS POST ABRUPTLY COS I IS GOING TO GO ON FOREVER AND EVER. SORRY THAT IT HAS BEEN A LENGTHLY ENTRY.

I mean, you can always close this halfway but you managed to read till this sentence which i am also quite happy.

Which means -- you either love me alot .
Or you just stalk me.

Bye stalkers!

bunny hopped off at 10:44 PM ♥

♥ Friday, December 25

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
What are you doing this yuletide?

I had great fun last night celebrating Xmas eve with my favourite people of all times.
Thanks for the fun.

Had bbq with my family members at my cousin's sibehxz chio condo somewhere near Farrer Park. Bf and i got lost finding the area thou. Had tons of jokes, ketchup (catch up, geddit?), fun, laughters, memories etc etc..

And we played wii until 130pm lor.
Sibeh hiong.
Play until now my arms hurt like mad.
I have always wanted a wii from the beginning and now, it only makes me wanna get it moreeeeee. Esp when we have 4 players. Uber fun. Serious. Fun rating 5/5.

And we had loads of wine.
Admit: I got a lil giddy after many glasses and my cooking mama sucks cos my concentration span was wavered by the wine.

And i got to try a super luxurious massage chair and slimming massage belt (like uzap and ukimono) and nice chocolates, the best bbq ever (my cousin said he bought the ham, ribs and sausage for $100++. And it is only a package each. SUPER LOVE!)

BAD PART : EVERYONE SAY I GAINED WEIGHT LIKE MAD. YESSSSS I KNOW, TIME TO DIET, REALLY!!!!!!!!!!

PS/ remind me to get the white wine my cousins let me try. SUPER NICE.
PPS/ remind me to save money for wii. AND the games.

Pictures can be found on FB by tonight hopefully. I hate posting pictures on blog cos i need to slowly select the pictures which is darn irritating. SERIOUSLY, they shld do a posting of pictures like faceboooooooook which really helps me alot!!

bunny hopped off at 3:14 PM ♥

♥ Tuesday, December 22

Every year and every year, i have been a good girl.
Serious.
So why aint the-red-one giving me my wishes~
Since red one only give material stuffs to good girls, i shall start with mine.

; A slimming package from Marie France. The ultimate platinum (platinum sounds pro and futuristic but idk if there's smth like tt.) slimming package. I neeeeeed it so badly. Raoniang ish fatty pig alr.

; Wacom tablet so my photoshop can more accurate. Using mouse to draw eyeliners and stuff really test my patience.

; Windows 7. I knw its cheap but i lazy go harvey norman buy. And i is geek but computer noob. Idk hw to install but keep my original stuff too.

; Electronic dictionary cum translator. TOP TOP ONE.

Thats all for xmas wishes :D See, im not greedy one!
You can see im a very gadget-girl.
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NY R.
Somehow, each year w/o resoulutions doesnt seem to be New Year.

; Stick to an admin job for as long as possible. It seems impossible now but i have to.
I NEEEEED to finish my weekend classes where retail/service jobs just cant cut some slack on weekends for me.

Like what bf & ec advised, fuck my japanese classes first then go out to fuck others. In layman's, finish my jap, get the advanced cert, find my dream job.

I want to work with alot of people. Tourguide/Translator/Copywriter. My dreamest job is to be an intern for the time being but fucking need cert for language.

Copywriter/Intern. Either one and im fucking pleased.

; Keep my attitude in check. I know i have to do this for my own good.
So stop fucking me with those "Your bf will run if you attitude him any longer."
Cos yours will, mine wont.

I wanna change is for MY own health.
For the well being of everyone but definately not for my bf.

I dont intend to change for him and dont intend him to change for me.
If you are thinking "WTF, why not!? Dont you love him!?"

Yes. Love him love him and love love love him but dont see him no up.
If ever he decides that we go our seperate ways in future, it is confirm something else.

Cos you dont know us and you have no right to say anything about us.

; Find some skills. Right now i think i can handle basic photoshop. I need more hands on. Who is willing to let me practise on their picts!?

I swear i only make you look prettier/more handsome. I hate ugly pictures so i will only make the picture more beautiful!

I told my close ones on which courses i will be taking in concurrent with my japanese classes.

I need more ART in my life.

; Usually i will say "make new friends" but i dont think i really need them any more. I mean, friends are THE fated-ones.
I cant press it.

If there is a chance to meet new friends, i definately will open up to them like how i did to my new friends. But right now, i have only that unique group of close ones.

Some ppl think same friends are boring but nope, i think same friends, closer bonds and tons more fun than wearing a mask everytime i meet other friends.

; Thou shalt take good care of fucked up skin and waistline. Thou shalt be good and drink collagen everyday. Thou shalt drink 4321 more and lesser fried stuff. FML.

; SAVE FUCKING MONEY AND FOR ONCE, DONT WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING AND TAKE A TRIP TO SOMEWHERE BEFORE BF GO ARMY.

We saved for Taiwan/Japan/Hongkong last year already.
JUST TO SPEND IT ALL WHEN WE WANNA DECIDE ALR.
Spend to whre? IDK AT ALL. Its suddenly shopping spree den POOF!

This time, a short trip will do. Depends on my weight, i see where to go.
Slim down = Beach
Still fat = Shopping. Buy a size smaller so i will diet to wear.

; Be a kinder person. When see old ppl and pregnant ppl cannot pretend to sleep. @Osborn hear this as well.

Although im proud to say 90% i really gave up my seat, 10% i didnt. I mean, im so tiredddddd...... ok i will change this.

I will donate to ppl. 10c also money. Actually 10c quite big. Can buy you a sticker to prevent more stalkers with tin cans chasing you every weekend at Orchard.

; I shall be happier with what i have. I am happy with my life but i shld be happier.

; FULFILL MY RESOLUTIONS.


How's that for my 2010's?
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Personal wish:
I wish tomorrow's _________ will be __________.
Hope __ ________ will give me good news.
Will reveal once im done with it.
I is very pantang one.
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LENGTHY ENTRY.
GODDAMN.

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